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Sunday, April 1, 2012

Let's Try This Again...

So, I made just about the best post ever, and I tried to post it and POOF! That's right, POOF! It went away. This post is going to be lame in comparison, but I'm going to try to say somewhat of what I said before...
I started off by complaining about the school musical. I don't have it in me to do it again. I'll just give you two words. Type casting.
Now, this was the good part. Conference weekend just came to a close, and I was talking about my favorite talk by Elder Holland. He told us the parable of the workers in the vineyard and brought up three different things he learned from the story. The first one was the one that applied to me. It talked about not being envious and being happy for others and the things they get instead of wishing they were yours. I truly am happy for my friends when they get things, but I can never help but be jealous of them and wish I could be in their shoes. Here's the part where I started listing things I am grateful for... Let's see if I can recreate the magic... Firstly, I have the absolute best friends in the world! I could not ask for better ones. They are such great examples to me and that's just what I want my friends to be. Second, my talents. I'm so grateful that I have the ability to do the thing that I love the most, which is performing. I love having the chance to be able to touch people's lives in ways that nothing else can. I couldn't imagine not being able to do the things that I can on stage, and I know I'm so blessed by my Father in heaven. Next, my family. My parents are so supportive of me and the things that I want to do, and they do so much for me everyday. The thing I love most about them is knowing that I have their trust. I wouldn't trade their trust for any single thing in this world. Ever. I love the fact that my parents can sit in peace while I'm off doing something because they know that I will always come home in one piece and be able to share with them everything that I've done that day. The other equally important part of my family is that of my siblings. Now, this is the part where I slowed down my typing because I couldn't see anything with tears in my eyes. Yup, it was pretty good. ;) My siblings are such a blessing in my life. Sometimes, I want to strangle them, but I love them more than almost anything in this world. I'm so happy that I get to be their big sister, and, hopefully, influence their lives for the better. I have complete faith that they will grow up to be absolutely brilliant people whom I will be proud to call my brothers and sisters. I already am. I hope that they know that even when I'm mad at them, I love them so much, and would not ask for different ones if I ever got the opportunity to. They bless my life everyday and I'm so grateful for them. *Wipes tears away* Alrighty, last thing. I'll bet you can't guess what it is. That's right, I'm so blessed to have the gospel in my life. Without the knowledge I have, I don't know what kind of person I'd be, or how I'd be able to get through everyday life. I need to know that families can be together forever, and that there is life after death. I especially am glad to know that I have never, am never, and will never be alone. Heavenly Father has always been there for me and will be here for me forever. I'm so grateful for Him and the things He's given me. I couldn't ask for a better life.
Well, it wasn't the masterpiece from before, but I'm definitely proud enough of this to post it. I hope that everyone who reads it is touched in some way and knows that everything I've said is completely 100% true. I had better get to bed, considering I have seminary at 6 tomorrow... Thanks so much for taking the time to read my post! Hope your day is as great as mine has been. :)
-Emily

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Music Man

Have you ever wanted something before, SO MUCH, that you feel like you'll die if you don't get it? Those are my feelings right now at this moment. (Yes, I know, I sound like a whiny teenager. Hopefully, that will stop soon.) It's about a part in a play. Normal, right? Funny thing: It's not a part that I want for myself. It's a part I want for someone else. That's right, Emily thinks of others sometimes. Surprising, I know. But I legitimately would give up a place in this play to ensure that this person gets the part I want them to get. They play the part BRILLIANTLY, and, quite frankly, they deserve it more than anyone else. Ever. Period. They are just about the nicest person I know, they are always serving others, and they haven't had a lead to encompass the true awesomeness of their talents. I know that it's only junior high, but, at this point, I don't care what I'll think in five years, I care what I think now, and I want this semester to be the best it can be, and that's not going to happen if they don't get that part! I want this so bad, that I had a dream about it, and I felt like crying when I woke up to the reality and horror of callbacks. My hopes are waaay too high, it's probably unhealthy... I'm a bit frustrated about this, can you tell? Alas, not all hope is lost! In fact, it's still very probable that it could happen. I just hope I'm lucky. That is all. Yes. You can stop reading this post now. Why are you still reading? Are you seriously going to read this whole thing?? Gah, guess who's tired? Me. If you guessed anyone else, you are sadly mistaken. WELL, I guess you could be tired as well. WELL, technically, anyone could be tired, so, I guess I was wrong about that. Any answer could've been correct, but the answer I was looking for was me. So, I veto all other answers. So there. *facepalm*... Worst. Post. Ever. P.S. SNOW!!! YAY!! What an adventure we had!
-Emily

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

End of Term

AH! I'm freaking out! The end of term is this week, and I have a B+... Do you know what will happen if I get a B+?? Serious grounding action. *sigh* This is no bueno. As soon as I get home, I'm going into homework mode, and not coming out until I finish that project!! Also, does anyone have any suggestions on good books to read that have to do with psychology? I'm kind of interested in that subject lately. Also, it's the third part of my project... As you can see, school is all that is on my mind right now. Being in 9th grade can be very stressful. Scratch that, it IS very stressful. Constantly. And waiting four weeks for a cast list doesn't help. No, you didn't read that wrong. Four weeks. I know tomorrow... and that has helped with my slow and painful death-like feeling... Boo. That is all... :P
-Emily